|first of my biggest series so far|
The Umbrella and the AlligatorHe sits in my line of visionThe Umbrella and the Alligator by SMCkat
While avoidance is my mission.
I'm awkward, you know,
Trying not to show
The feelings I've buried inside.
I'm not that pretty, I understand.
So cuteness will be the card in my hand.
And still he ignores,
Completely shutting the doors.
Now I've found somewhere to hide.
But what is this I see?
Someone taking notice of me!
He's only a friend,
But then in the end,
I'll let God be my guide.
At the end of this year...At the end of this year...At the end of this year... by JadeRiverJR
I want to take the time and opportunity again to write my gratitude down and thank all the wonderful people on deviantART who support, inspire and encourage me.
I don't know how much I should do more so that I'm worth to all the love and attention you are giving to me. <3
And I also want to write more about my current thoughts.
Anyways for the new year, I consider to make more wallpapers not only with Super Junior members, I also want to try to edit Miss A, SNSD, EXO, Block B and other idol pictures and turn them into JadeRiverJR-'style'-desktop backgrounds. So are you ready for that change? I hope so because my current gallery shows that I might be a heavy Super Junior biased girl... well I not only love Suju, I also love other Kpop groups as well... so that's why I think I need to change something...
nobody is going to stop me?...
well despite all the school work I have...
it's going to take a while making new wallpa
One upon a time, there was a girl. She was born as a fool. To make things worse, her mother died when she was only 9, leaving her at the grasp of the unkind world. Depression was present, but was as silent the falling of snow. How often had she thought of glimpsing at death. But the thought of causing more pain and harm to those she loved killed her even more inside. She would lay awake at night wondering if there was any hope left for her. All this stress, all this worry made her eat. Eat all the worries away. "If only I were skinnier," she thought, but the thought of acid flowing from lips made her sick. Her friends picked gently at her, opening up her brain to things she would never think or hear. She still wanders to this day wondering her "what if's," and her "why's." Wondering if she'll even have enough courage to live up to her name, to protect all mankind.|
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