Hey there. So you may be wondering what I am doing now. Listening to music even though I have a headache. I needed a distraction. Just something to get my mind off of him. I think we've been spending too much time with him. I need to get my feelings straight AFTER I do my school work. School comes first, don't forget that again. I feel like IDK things anymore. All this thinking is making me head-over-heels. I am so tired of this feeling. Just let me know if its real or not so I can get on with my life! That was directed towards myself.
I think maybe he enjoys my company too. I hope so. I can be so American sometimes. But I do know that I feel like we're rushing things a bit. I need to be meditating about this by prayer. I need to keep praying to see if this is right. and if the feelings are true.
ALAS! 'Tis only been one month since I've started here and I have a potential bf?! What the crap? No. No. No. Focus woman! You didn't come here to find a guy. You promised yourself there would be no guys. No distractions. You promised.
Why am I even writing all this lovey-dovey crap? I must save it for poetry!!!!!! I should really finish my f(x) series. All this time wasted, contemplating, on something that im not going to be able to control if it is in the will of God. So with these words, I shall close this journal.
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