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Journal Entry: Sat Mar 23, 2013, 10:22 AM


Hey there. So you may be wondering what I am doing now. Listening to music even though I have a headache. I needed a distraction. Just something to get my mind off of him.  I think we've been spending too much time with him. I need to get my feelings straight AFTER I do my school work. School comes first, don't forget that again. I feel like IDK things anymore. All this thinking is making me head-over-heels. I am so tired of this feeling. Just let me know if its real or not so I can get on with my life! That was directed towards myself.
I think maybe he enjoys my company too. I hope so. I can be so American sometimes. But I do know that I feel like we're rushing things a bit. I need to be meditating about this by prayer. I need to keep praying to see if this is right. and if the feelings are true.
ALAS! 'Tis only been one month since I've started here and I have a potential bf?! What the crap? No. No. No. Focus woman! You didn't come here to find a guy. You promised yourself there would be no guys. No distractions. You promised.

Why am I even writing all this lovey-dovey crap? I must save it for poetry!!!!!! I should really finish my f(x) series. All this time wasted, contemplating, on something that im not going to be able to control if it is in the will of God. So with these words, I shall close this journal.

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  • Listening to: There Goes my Baby - Usher

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One upon a time, there was a girl. She was born as a fool. To make things worse, her mother died when she was only 9, leaving her at the grasp of the unkind world. Depression was present, but was as silent the falling of snow. How often had she thought of glimpsing at death. But the thought of causing more pain and harm to those she loved killed her even more inside. She would lay awake at night wondering if there was any hope left for her. All this stress, all this worry made her eat. Eat all the worries away. "If only I were skinnier," she thought, but the thought of acid flowing from lips made her sick. Her friends picked gently at her, opening up her brain to things she would never think or hear. She still wanders to this day wondering her "what if's," and her "why's." Wondering if she'll even have enough courage to live up to her name, to protect all mankind.
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roarbinson Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you very much for watching :clap:
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ForeverK-PoPFan Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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SMCkat Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
thank you so much! :iconsaranghaeplz: :iconyay:
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ForeverK-PoPFan Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you're very welcome ^^
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LycheeBerry17 Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2013  Student General Artist
Thanks so much for the watch, Sasha ^_^:iconyayzplz:
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SMCkat Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
no problem :D
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PJOxAnime Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave! :iconbunnyloveplz: :iconsaranghaeplz:
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SMCkat Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
No problem! Thanks for the llama XD :iconsaranghaeplz:
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PJOxAnime Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
no prob!

(late reply is late)
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ForeverK-PoPFan Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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